Oh shit!

so i'm watching Bring it on again and i swear this is one racist ass super stereotypical ass movie but for some reason i'm still watching....but nthn better is on...

but as always a bunch of stuff has been on my mind. lil wayne, money, and much more but the most pressing issue is my social life. I don't have one! it's sad and pretty ridiculous and there's no excuse really. i mean i'm pretty, nice, down to earth...why wouldn't people want to be my friend. well for one I'm not social enough I am not involved in anything! I was running but gave up on it kinda and so now all i do is work and go to school. and i get out by 10 on some days and 115 on the others. after that i come home and take a nap or watch tv and get on the cp then take a nap and do hw sometimes and work occasionally and I didn't think anything of it I enjoy it but I was reading some blogs today and stumbled upon this new site [twitter] it's like a facebook but a bit diff. and i contemplated joining but then thought of how much time that would take out of my life on top of all the time i spend on facebook and myspace and this here blog and i said to myself wtf! I need to get a life! I friggin get on myspace and look at who's online and read all my friends statuses on facebook that's like some true loser shit and i know if i was involved in activities i wouldn't have time to do that and i wouldn't mind. i'm on facebook and myspace everyday! it's not as cool as it seems and i blog and i read other peoples blogs and they update everyday and they have no life either but i'm getting bored with having no life idk about anybody else so yea I need to get out more ind shit to do seriously and trust i plan on it in this upcoming year and hopefully and sry to whoever reads this but i won't have time to blog and ppl will actually have the chance to miss me on facebook and stuff lol

ok so this whole post isnt just supposed to be about my lack of social life but so lil wayne you know the guy kills me I mean for a sec. i was all for him but then i realized he is ignorant! like tough and ppl idolize and quote the man like it's goin out of style! but some shit he says is just ridiculous like the whole shit about women don't like to be called bitch but a bitch is a dog and a dog is a mans bestfriend. wtf! so that makes u calling her a bitch alright? NO like and i'm still supposed to respect him and i hate how he started this whole no homo shit like honsetly if you're COMFORTABLE in ur sexuality there's no need to say it i mean to me ur homo if u say that shit and it makes no sense because before u started sayin no homo people would say shit that sounded "gay" or what the fuck and so were they gay then and now because they say no homo it excuses it? think about it really it's all stupid though.

and school it gets to be boring after a while i mean i can never get tired of learning new things but i get sick of taking tests and having to study and not doing it because i don't want to and barely passinf because i thin tests are stupid and never study and i hate that i've been brainwashed to believe i can't roll in dough unless i have a degree which isn't true but once u keep hearing something u start to believe it and talking about what to believe u know that quote believe half of what u see and none of what u hear well it makes me think because I have a issue trusting people but i guess that's another post..oh and today i figured something out I believe my soulmate is a guy from california but most likely my husband will be from the south. it's somethin' about those southern guys I can't get enough of! ha

P.S. sry for the longwindedness but i had a lot to say. that's what happens when u don't post when u first think about something =/ ehh whatev.