Help me!!!

Ugh so I have trust issues! I always have but now they're worse!

I used to only not trust guys(long story) but now it's gettng to the point where i don't trust anybody mom, "friends", nobody except ppl and those are my best friends. but like i try and monitor what i say to ppl even "friends" outside of my besties because I just don't trust them!!! and you know what's funny is i trust strangers more than the ppl i actually know-meaning i don't mind strangers knowing my thoughts and business and stuff because they don't know me but ppl that i know I hate it if they read my blog because I don't trust them! I don't want them knowing all my stuff because who know who they will tell or what they will do with my biz. it's frustrating! like certain ppl i only wnat them to know certain things because it's not safe when ppl know more about u than u do them u know especially fake ass mofos and its harder to spot those kind know a days or maybe its me and i'm just naive....or not. but the point is i need to get over these trust issues but i can't and actually would rather not because when u let ppl in the wrong ppl they will fuck u over. not that i've been fucked over...but i did come pretty close but i am blessed! to powerful for that but yes hellllp!

oh and then there's this damn procrastination/critical thinking issue i have and actually tons of ppl have the critical thinking issue and don't even know but me i know now and i wanna fix it as well as this procrastination shit! like it's getting real bad...therapy??.....