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although i'm going to include some of my resolution here i'd rather not use the title resolution or NYE wtf I hate that one...but so today I got nothing accomplished! all i did was friggin sleep for approx. 12hrs. i went to bed at 7 and didn't officilly get out of ped until 7pm except the quick run to the bathroom and occassionl toss and turn from my whooping cough. I am rarely "sick" and when I am I absolutely hate it! so I don't understand why ppl have 2 phones and not 2 jobs or any REAL reason to..and I also cannot stand pocketless jeans I freak out when I see anyone non-mexican wearing them...I'm not racist please don't get offended. I wonder if I'm loosing readers becuse these past 2 days I've been a bit daring, contriversial etc. well whatever. So I was so excited for these 2 days off so I could get some stuff done but sadly I didn't do a damn thing! which really sucks and that's what breaks are for but that's just not cool especially because I do have a few things I should do I don't absolutely HAVE to except that one thing but they will be beneficial...anywho can't cry over spilt milk just step it up hopefully this new year will give me the motivation to do so. But I said all that to say I'm happy to be working tomorrow because as of now it's my only social outlet I mean I would hate hanging with majority of ppl I work with outside of work but it's [fun] while i'm there...

But lets talk about resolutions: *note* this will be exactly like all the other posts you've seen on this topic pretty much including the share ur resolutions with me at the end*

Here goes my New Years Resolutions
-be positive! no matter what anything negative will be unknown and if it comes my way I will turn it into a positive
-focus on my wants, nothing else-this kinda ties in to being positive
-practice attraction-now since I read the secret I've been trying my best to do this and for the most part it's been working but I think I could meditate and focus on things more than I have so Ima try to devote myself to meditating at least once a day
-get a man! it's been too long dammit Ima be 20 and I REFUSE to go another year without a valentine
-be more social, maybe it's because I'm the only child or whatever so I don't mind being alone but honestly i don't think this much alone time is healthy I mean I need a real social life and I plan to get one!
-find my lifes purpose-this also goes with my focusing on what I want I mean I have 2.5 yrs. left of undergraduate approx. and it's about that time for me to know EXCTLY what I want to do the way I thought I did when I first got to college and decided to major in Bio.
-do what makes me happy-that means being HONEST with everyone no matter what, and enjoying only and everything that makes me happy. Too often I compromise myself for others and that stops now! fa real fa real
-NO MORE COMPLAINING it annoys me when I hear myself and it doesn't seem appealing to anyone else either so i'm done!

I think those are most important because those are what I remember and have in my mind so those are what REALLY count right...soooooo what are ur plans, goals, etc. for the new year??

P.S. are blogs starting to run together? is everyone writing about the same things?