goodbye 2008

Hello 2009,

it feels goood to say that and be 28 min. away from this new year! And i'm very thankful as I am for everyday. I sadly have entered this new year with debts but I shoul be settled Friday. Payday!!! the best day of the week seriously. but I've got to stop living check to check that is my biggest goal this year to SAVE!!! its not so much I've been spending I just have BILLS like $800 or so in bills every month and that's probably a low estimate and so I've had no money in the bank the whole latter part of this year and I haven't had anything extr for spending for pleasure and so I hope to change all that. Wish me luck! but let's see I'm having a party in my pajamas 2night because I don't and didn't have ny plans I usually spend the new years eve with the mom but not this year =/ so I sit here blogging and watching clueless and I promise this will be the last time I skip social events it's a new year and time for me to be a social butterfly!!! enough. not that I don't enjoy my alone time but come on I'm the only child....ok and I spent time reflecting on this year in a kind rewind/ffwd kinda motion and it was all cool but it's behind me now I have these urges to wanna change things right now just because its the new year but that's so ugh to me so when I get sick of this layout i'll change it and when I feel like it I'll make a new myspace but right now I'm fine...you know ppl act like oh its the new year so everything will just magically change over night. NOT! like stop with the false dreams already

side note: *hetero* but isn't Stacey Dash GORGEOUS!!!!I wonder if she's had work done because even to this day the woman is BOMB!

sry about that but I also decided that I need to form my definition of friend or at least not call everyone I know a friend like there are associates, co-workers, peers, etc. and I think these people should be addressed by their respective titles when generally speaking so that's something I wanna get together. I feel as though I'm rambling so HNY!

until next time-