irony..

I have 2 followers now big ups lol and I found a blog I thought had been deleted which makes me happy actually 2 sense the irony in all of this?? but yes moving right long I LOVE the feeling of being content and totally OVER something. don't u? but so I was catching up on what I missed in this newly re-found blog had some good laughs one of which i'll share l8r and also hella thoughts were in my head so before bed I find myself back here..

so Chelsea lately just cracks me up! the woman is hilarious I looooooove it! ha and "reality tv" just cracks me up! its so scripted which makes it funnier i just wish they would find a better category because we all know that's not REAL but in tv land I suppose that's as real as it gets right...hmm..Bromance. ok still waiting to form an opinion on the show I might have to watch the 1st episode again a few times and I just pray angela and vanessa don't dissapoint me!!! from their preview thingy 2nite I was ify but I have faith the actual show will be good!..

on to mix and match: I got to watch the amy winehouse THS and it was real short and I still wonder whether she's Armanian or not...she's hairy like a middle eastern but i'm hairy like a native american lmao so its all good phahahaha but so I get her now she reminds me of Brittany I mean the lady is a rebel with a cause she wants to live her life how she always has, she's been a drinker/smoker since her teen days I mean she grew up in LOndon or whatever so come on cut some slack...so some people are just talented they don't want fame it just kinda picks them up and whisks them away and they don't know about all that or too much care so they try to stay the way they are as much as possible and the damn media harps on them and makes shit seem like way more than what it is..boo to that so I get Amy and i hope she keep doin' her thang..friggin gas is back up! boo to that shit! =x in 2 seconds it'll be back up to over $2 per gallon which is really a lot now since we're all used to this under $2 spill grrrrr. kid cudi is awesome i love that day/night song-its catchy ima go find more of his music dudes funny too and gotdamn and i the only person who gets annoyed by loud and unexpected noises like music on ppls myspace page or fuckin' max. volume cell phone ringtones like wtf! how much of a headache is it to be with somebody and they phone goes off hella loud constantly with that same ass song givin' u a heart attack like ugh I always keep my phone on vibrate its courteous and respectful u should practice it! blah I keep thinkin bout my 1st year of college and how it was pretty awesome so much happened in that 1st yr. i broke ground and am now back at ground zero as far as guys go =/ gotta get back in touch with that girl...but so my bestfriend he is awesome i can talk to him about anything and he's pretty much awesome and i keep hoping to meet a guy just like him that i can date and marry because that would be the best shit in the world! yes..ima meditate on that. yep

ok lets sum this up and back track 2 paragraphs and a post but its amazing how looks fade when no personality is attached cute is all good but i need mind stimulation because looks don't last always no way so stop it or you'll end up with somebody just like u and love a miserable life =) and so speaking of hot guys i hate and love them they are great to look at but when the looks get old and nothing is left and they have no more to offer they are useless. but beauty is a state of mind anyhow-sex talks with mom help me figure out a lot lol. and i wrote something just a lil bit and im working on gettin some more out glad im making progress i wonder if i'll ever post my poetry on here where i can't control the viewers...

ok so goodnight funny
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4lxkjoP3nNM
good laughs