The City

it's pretty good I must say I'm excited for this season and i'm kinda happy to see how Whitney is fa real u know its crazy Lauren's just been overshdowed but i'm sure she'll make an appearence. Man so much had been on my mind and I want to write but haven't come up with the right words yet....ugh i'm trying to get mentally prepared for 2009 because most of my resolutions include getting my mind together...ohh ohh Whitney has inspired me to want to start sewing i've been debating for a while but I love dresses and hers are awesome i think it would be fun to make my own so i'll keep u updated. Now its the new year pretty much and i've been single for approx. 3 yrs. and i guess its time but you can't rush anything you know but I can attract and I guess that's all I can do but I'm super confused about the bf gf thing because it seems ppl are getting together and falling in love right away im a bit afraid of that becuse the idea seems crazy to me like i don't understand it but maybe because its been so long...but fa real love is something serious but heartbreak is something fatal you know. and maybe i'm trippin it my just look like love and ppl are using the word but it may not be love..does love happen tht fast? like relly i'm honestly perplexed i don't remember ever LOVING that fast...but maybe its just me..

whatever. but real chance of love I kind feel like they're both stupid especially Chance but I think he may just have A.D.D. and some kind of real mental disease or maturity issues clearly. I was so rooting for Rabbit she reminds me so much of myself! =D but his dumb ass but it's all good because he didn't deserve her so i guess I hope Risky and Corn fed wins =/ you know guys are so confusing!!! they say one thing and show another sooo then what? weird but i'm done worrying bout things I have no control over so Happy New Year and may it bring you everything you hope for, wish for, resolute, etc.

Peace