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swag! now the word was coo when it first came out but then niggas just took it to overkill to me the word is dead I wish I could find another word to replace it cause' honestly it's played out and if i hear anybody use the word in '09 i'm laughin' period. but yea ima brainstorm and come up with a new word cause' that shit has got to go!

anyways lls what's that mean? i'm not down with all this text lingo i guess i'm straight wit lol and lmfao that's about all that's neccessary really. like smh who's really doin that come on.

but really i wanna talk about life. everybody seems to be on this quest for love. insecurities are killing ppl internally. and validation..

Now recently I let go of a lot of baggage shit that's been holdin' me down. like my untrue self...u know we go through life with these insecurities. everybody has them but for some people they limit their lives. I was one of them so i know and now that I'm out of that state I see there are others. But by allowing ourselves to be overshadowed by these insecurities were lying to ourselves and hiding some good shit. You know that quote our deepest fear..and it is our light not our darkness that most frightens us. it's true! but you gotta let that go! look in the mirror i mean take a good look at yourself ask yourself if you're really happy. do you love who you are? be honest and cry and start being honest from then on and get over that hill. don't let insecurities get the best of you everybody!! has flaws! everybody just love you for you cause you can't change it internally.

and all that goes with love and looking for love and wanting love and waiting for love. before you can get what you truly want and truly deeply be happy you have to love you. because how can you allow someone to love you when you hate you or don't love you? and be happy? you can't. so really think about why you haven't found what you're looking for or why you can't find love. because you have to find it in yourself first. do that.

and validation well i pretty much talked about it already but i'll skim it real quick. everybody needs to be validated to know they on they job right. but if you can never validate yourself and you always need somebody else to tell you what's right or wrong then somethins not right with you. appreciate yo self pat yo on back man. that's all

chuch!

admit it

bitch u wanna be me! lmfao i'm wildin!

but fa real it's some ppl in this world that wanna be me. i'm sure of it and i don't know why?? like i'm bomb but i'm not even like that i'm hella humble i usually only toot my own horn in private haha but fa real. stolen identity. that's not cool at all. Like u steal my shit man jock my fresh when i'm sure there's a bunch of greatness in you too you gotta discover it man get off my line! DAMN! that shit urk you don't it? I mean what I love the most is meeting ppl who are "just like me" but really very similar u know like we didnt plan to have the same shit its just great minds think alike everybody don't got it like that and it shows when you tryna be somethin your not. dig me? that's just hella fucked up how people blantly just take yo shit and use it as their own make a whole name for themselves wit and then throw shade yo way got they nose all in the air towards you. man fuck outta here! u won't get rich off my shit I tell you that cause' it's more than just havin' it you gotta have the mindset and alla that too. so i'm laughin' cause' you already failed cause' it don't even make sense already

yo. sry yall just some stuff was on my mind i wasn't even gone post a whole blog ventin' but hopefully yall can relate and i'm gone

I need them bags [of] that MONEY!

Ima ima ah DIVA! or not...

yea so of course everybody wants money or loves money or yea are just into money. But I wish I had hella hella money cause if I did I would go shopping and give to those in need...but 1st priority would be hooking my moms up and then shopping! lol but seriously like I work so I could shop. except now i got bills to pay and alla that but any chance I get i enjoy shopping! but ugh like I'm not sure you understand I be wantin stuff and I get it but then I want more and there's always new clothes and shoes being made and i would love to not have to wear something twice or be so up on trends it's ridiculous. Don't get me wrong I get it with the money I have but I wanna live like the stars do! Just have cash to blow on whatever I want whenever I want. I know that's the life minus the paparazzi because aside from that their lives aren't that much different from ours...

anyways i'm just *dreaming of bein rich* would that make me famous??..

Gurly

ugh I hate it! But that's become my new fav. word like I've been sayin' it pretty much non stop when I talk to my friends lol. weird.

But yes, I am sooo excited to be blogging again. I love sharing my thoughts..and so the name. 2farahead. that's really why i wanted to start this again because i've been wanting an outlet to express my feelings on some topics. one of them being how i am. let me try and describe... I was born 2 months early and in the month of february. I started wearing high-waisted denim in 11th grade 2 years before everybody else discovered the trend and there have been other events in my life that happen to come in 2s as i recently discovered. so it was only appropriate that I title this blog. 2farahead because that I am =D

now, how u Durin!(rasputia voice) lol

Hello Again

So this is my third blog! Ugh but this is a new start and I won't leave you [behind] again...

I think alot and I enjoy writing poetry. and blogging. everyone enjoys reading the thoughts in someone elses head right? well great cause that's what i'll be sharing. my thoughts, my life, my experiences.

Enjoy =D