Back...

ok so let me explain all of this because clearly in the day or so that I haven't blogged i've been doing a lot of thinking but didn't have a true urge to write I was in fact serious. BUT I may keep this going IF i ever start that darn myspace I was talking about you know for promotion purposes. but being an Aquarius and just ME I get bored with things easily now when I started my first blog it was great then summer came and I got a life. so buh-bye to that blog then I started another blog but due to HATERS i hate to delete but for some reason I just couldn't stay away and you know I started to realize this blogging thing was getting a bit more popular and at first it was coo and well the rest i explained so part boredom and part popularity made me wanna say screw YOU blogging world. But i ws going through my blogroll again and although I am disappointed in many of the blogs I follow I did find other seasoned bloggers feel the way I do =/ which makes me feel a bit better. So I can't promise I'll be posting everyday like usual but I might be able to make this thing work. Its just I was thinking. I'm not a writer except poetry I don't want to share my work on this level though, and Idk if this is the way I want to write thought maybe i'll transfer to a new outler maybe its that everybody is either on blogger or wordpress that bothers me. Anywho my plan is to figure out exactly what I want this blog to be fa real and go with that i'm almost positive i'm moving away from here though that will make me happier I think...

but so if ur not in high school any longer don't u miss it? I miss my 1st 2yrs. it was everything I thought it would be and more! I was a female jock lol cheerleader, b-ball, track, cross country, weightlifting, whaa and didn't appreciate it while i was there!! Man if I could do it again!!! and I decided I want a kid. If I could afford it i'd adopt right now I mean I want my own kids but I also am sure i'll adopt. I absolutely LOVE kids they make me so happy!!! I believe i'm getting closer to figuring my lifes purpose out yep still got my head right on my new years goals..

Hey followers!!! ttys