Tuesday

sweet potato fries

lmao those are yummy! try trader joes or ur local grocery store

haha but these past few days have been busy, emotional, but overall not too bad. I think life is looking up and its official '09 is my year for big things. there's some things that i really been wantin to do for a while now and shit i'm tryna get my first HOUSE by 25 now is the time to start preparing ehh. yessir and about that damn word swag Ima just kick it "old school" and say people got style maybe on occasion pazazz lmao with emphasis and keep it plain simple and uh umm sophisticated holla. and so today at work saw a bunch of hotties some with mates some wit friends whatever but what cracked me up all day was the amount of black men that came in to my store with they other significant others now if u want an other then be my guest but truly want that like deep inside yo soul and stuff I don't want to see yo eyes peekin at my sexual chocolate rotl but u know what im sayin right? I still can't figure out why black men do that because 98% of them are not being true to themselves but i'm sooooo happy they doin' it so I know who not to look for-a dishonest, punk ass mufucka u know. But yea I know yall probably see that all the time too black men with women of other races and they be peekin and sneekin when they see a black woman because that's what they really want! ha

oh man and so I tried to be mean(which im not) to this gurl whos blog i read because she's just major contradictory and fat and cocky which pisses me off not to mention she has caught the eye of some eye candy and i'm single lol but that last point is beside the point but yea and i'm sorry but cockiness pisses me off!!! like major and so that's really why i wanted to write her but i didnt have the balls to write her personally on myspace ir reveal my blogspot on her comments and there was no anaonymous option and blah blah and basically the universe denied me so i had to be mad inside not out but i guess that's good cause karmas bad side is no good right....uh uh

it's funny as i'm writing i'm having hella extra side thoughts and i keep hearing waynes voice in my head lol...weird. ohh though i inally got tagged to do the random facts thing on fb so that was a yay, my damn F button on my laptop is trippin, Drakkkkkke this actor turned rapper guy-i guess, not too sure on details.....he has this awesome song and i'd like to share the lyrics from it that are me. completely

ok: I don’t have the heart to give these bitch niggas the cue to go
So they stick around kicking out feedback
and I entertain it as if I need that

hello! story of my lifffe it's wild and crazy i'll probably re-post these lyrics and go into great detail later but for now somethin to settle with..

more: ....you only lose when you fight back...24 hours from greatness—I’m that close

seriously my light is bright i know but am too humble to acknowledge my greatness but here goes thnx Drake =D

lastly: Don’t ever forget the moment you began to doubt
Transitioning from fittin’ in to standin’ out
Los Angeles cabanas or Atlanta south
...My mother ..She say I shouldn’t have it until I have the crown
but I don’t wanna feel the need to wear disguises around
So she wonder where my mind is, account’s in the minus..

now this juxtapose with a bit of true truth mhmm the mans sicccccck and say what's real is the realest shit i ever heard unlike jeezy and the realest shit he never wrote?

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