the streets is talkin

So this morning I had a tearul yet rereshing phone talk with my mom, its not often I can just let loose with her. But yea.........and last night I was on myspace and some damn female totally took some shit i wrote and put it in her status and it pissed me of but then today I realized there will always be people who wish they were original or not there will always be people jockin others and that's the way it is kinda like hater niggas marry hater bitches and have hater kids the cycle applies but Ima just take that tyoe of petty nonsense as a compliment and keep it moving. Ima write down everything i'm grateful for and welcome '09 holla. I've been quite emotional lately and trying to embrace gratitude because honestly no matter how bad it is I believe it could always be worse. I tend to over stress but everybody knows how that is...But this is not what I wanted this whole post to be about so lets talk about what's new in the past few days.

I've been watching basketball lately which is cool and I see my ex-Carmel Anthony lmao has cut his braids and I don't approve its like nooooo he's the only man I gave the free pass to, to still be rocking braids in 2008. ugh. the dissapointment lol. and so Keyshia Cole that's my girl and I hate when people talk about her and I know I already went through this but I feel like unless your from Oakland like myself you have no right to pass judgement on her because to me that's disrespecting all of us-Oaklanders. so please shut up! && for the record I loved her look when she first came out and I wanted my hair like that I like her blonde and I like her black lol so let the woman just live her life damn!!!!(big repeat i know) last night I was watching Chelsea Lately and ludacris was on the show and he kept saying everythang was a beautiful thang lol and then I remember hearing him saying this phrase on some of his music and well Ludacris just thinks everything is beautiul...weird and random. al week I been on a mission to find a replacement for the word swag lol I saw this word dank which means high quality but that's not quite the right it but Im still thinkin and i'll let yall know asap.