Life is...

like a fairytale. full of good and bad princesses and evil villians and it's up to YOU to create your happy ending...

ugh. and other times life is blah. the same shit different day...my life is pretty boring right now and I know it is about that time to broaden my social circle well with my 2 best friends being in diff. states and many other reasons it's just about that time. I have so many goals and changes to make in the new year and I mean I don't neccessarily feel that I have to wait but I'm funny like that and I like to plan stuff out dates and all....ehh. but Man seriously I been sleepin just so much because I get out of school early and I've been having NO hrs. at work =/ it fuckn suxz. I don't go out on the weekends because I have nobody to go out with AND no money which suxz too. I don't know how to budget but i'm trying to learn and with that comes sacrifice! I'm like hella smart and think alot duh and I tend to be passionate about helping others I'm like a hella caring person overall and I just wish I was superwoman and could save the whole world...it's hard to explain but yea and I don't exactly have to jump at every opportunity to do so I guess because I mean that's kind of taking away peoples rights like I dunno but basically what I am understanding more and more and more each day is the fact that a person will change when they want to which may be never and they will ask for help when they are ready to make that change...and see I'm not trying to change anybody I just want people to "lift the veil" ignorance is killing us. ALL of us black white etc. and it kills me inside but I just can accept things as they are, things I cannot change and get on...

Man I also am learning to follow my heart. Seriously it lets you know what's good or bad right or wrong. Don't ignore it or go against it. Ahh I just really needed to talk, to write. sry for the randomness...