Emo

so a friend of mines the other day made a comment about a person being emo and I haven't let the comment or the thought that followed thereafter go. By the way I need to ACCEPT things for what theyare and let go of some of my humbleness and maybe get more pride-sidenote something for me to actually relect on later. But back to the story and well I told someone they were emo the other day and then in the past couple of days since then I've been thinkin maybe I'm emo. But not in the same way as the mentioned above but in a way where it's not on purpose. I love meeting people and going out but don't for several reasons: money, it gets boring seeing the same people, parties always get shutdown, i'm not very social.......long story. But yea so that kinda makes me emo because most of the time i'm home or at work or school. and that's very emo like in my opinion. and I don't wanna embrace this its just that i've been trying to figure out exactly what this is, this state i'm in of lonliness but not on purpose. but either way I'm saying its Emo as of now....

&& then I always talk about how I love blogging and reading others blogs but today I must say I truly stumbled across the MOST interesting AND informative blog ever. http://thecomebackgirl.com/ Hello. check it out...note: I find myself to be very mature compared to many of my [peers] yet immature as well as naive in many ways. So I enjoy reading blogs like http://idkmynameismikki.wordpress.com/ because they help me. As a young woman growing and all that I need to read stuff like this so when I do get to experience it....ahh If you read you'll get it. But that also brings me to another point looking at these blogs and looking at mines you could tell that they are much more seasoned than myself but that's what I hope to be someday because although I want my blog to be entertaining, informative, and helpful I see it right now as really a place to just throw my thoughts out. Not so that I can reflect on them later but for other reasons(of which I have to really think about and post later) and also because I don't have a bedside journal this is just much more convenient.

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