catch up

It's been a day or two and I been wanting to post but been a bit busy with it being finals week and all and I must say extra credit is a lifesaver! But so I had been waitng and waiting for Keyshia Cole and Jamie Foxx albums to come out and well for Keyshia the disappointment I gave it a . But I love my folks doe just expected more I guess and Jamie is still nice I love that man he fione not my #1 but he on my list doe...lol I gave it a 8. Oh man I don't know what i'm going to do in '09 because the year is coming to an end and people still on that same shit. Damn it gets harder and harder to find people I can relate with, on my level and whatnot dig me? Like am I the only one sick and tired of everybody tryna be somebody, the same somebody. Again, barbie, Kimora, Beyonce, Lisa Marie like come on! What's the deal I do not understand it like ok people may not like who they are but at least be original wit it why you wanna be the same somebody who's already somebody that everybody wanna be? it's stoopid and LAME!!!! and ok i'm not tryna knock nobody hustle at all but I think the fake asses and titties is gettin old too maybe it's because i'm a heterosexual woman so that doesn't interest me but some of these video hos and porn stars just take it too far they get these massive injections on a little frame and it looks herendous. boy oh boy hollywood and false dreams. tripppy. And so how about I was writing a paper and spelled English, inglish lmao. So maybe I've gotten a little too much into the cool kids and the funny thing is I'm into Mikey..ha

Something I really have a passion for and that everybody is claiming to be is a model. Like stop it! Just because you paid to have "professional" photos taken does not make you a model. You have to be in shape, have a flat stomach, and bone structure unless ur a plus size. But I know hellla people tryna be models and they would never make it fa real but because they do local runway shows for bootleg ass organizations they think they supermodel galore. Wrong! Like i'm not even gone play myslef like that I wana do runways in paris, new york shit I wanna model for Bebe fuck that baby play play stuff i'm not sellin myself short and until i'm paid for a shoot i'm not gone lie and front like i made it i'm a model! I hate it.