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swag! now the word was coo when it first came out but then niggas just took it to overkill to me the word is dead I wish I could find another word to replace it cause' honestly it's played out and if i hear anybody use the word in '09 i'm laughin' period. but yea ima brainstorm and come up with a new word cause' that shit has got to go!

anyways lls what's that mean? i'm not down with all this text lingo i guess i'm straight wit lol and lmfao that's about all that's neccessary really. like smh who's really doin that come on.

but really i wanna talk about life. everybody seems to be on this quest for love. insecurities are killing ppl internally. and validation..

Now recently I let go of a lot of baggage shit that's been holdin' me down. like my untrue self...u know we go through life with these insecurities. everybody has them but for some people they limit their lives. I was one of them so i know and now that I'm out of that state I see there are others. But by allowing ourselves to be overshadowed by these insecurities were lying to ourselves and hiding some good shit. You know that quote our deepest fear..and it is our light not our darkness that most frightens us. it's true! but you gotta let that go! look in the mirror i mean take a good look at yourself ask yourself if you're really happy. do you love who you are? be honest and cry and start being honest from then on and get over that hill. don't let insecurities get the best of you everybody!! has flaws! everybody just love you for you cause you can't change it internally.

and all that goes with love and looking for love and wanting love and waiting for love. before you can get what you truly want and truly deeply be happy you have to love you. because how can you allow someone to love you when you hate you or don't love you? and be happy? you can't. so really think about why you haven't found what you're looking for or why you can't find love. because you have to find it in yourself first. do that.

and validation well i pretty much talked about it already but i'll skim it real quick. everybody needs to be validated to know they on they job right. but if you can never validate yourself and you always need somebody else to tell you what's right or wrong then somethins not right with you. appreciate yo self pat yo on back man. that's all

chuch!